You check everyday and I'm glad

I'm glad you still hope for my sweet words. I have to admit though I haven't taken the time to slow down for my hectic busy life you blog for you. I want to say again that I really am sorry I said what I said today. It was really uncalled for and I wasn't thinking. It's really bad when I don't think because stuff like that happens. I feel like my life has so many things in it that need to be done. It's really clouding my mind and most of the time I can't even think straight for a whole day. I want to slow down for a little bit and not worry so much. Today I really just want to relax even though I have a whole book to read, a essay to revise and a bunch of other stuff due. Today will be a day where no of it matters. It may fuck me over. But right now I need a break from my busy life. Well that's how I feel at least. I wonder what you are doing today... I hope you are happy and having fun. I'm at the beach right now. The waves are really high today and It makes me want to surf. I really want to buy a wet suit and get out there soon... Well I love you Hannah, I love you so much.