You check everyday and I'm glad

I'm glad you still hope for my sweet words. I have to admit though I haven't taken the time to slow down for my hectic busy life you blog for you. I want to say again that I really am sorry I said what I said today. It was really uncalled for and I wasn't thinking. It's really bad when I don't think because stuff like that happens. I feel like my life has so many things in it that need to be done. It's really clouding my mind and most of the time I can't even think straight for a whole day. I want to slow down for a little bit and not worry so much. Today I really just want to relax even though I have a whole book to read, a essay to revise and a bunch of other stuff due. Today will be a day where no of it matters. It may fuck me over. But right now I need a break from my busy life. Well that's how I feel at least. I wonder what you are doing today... I hope you are happy and having fun. I'm at the beach right now. The waves are really high today and It makes me want to surf. I really want to buy a wet suit and get out there soon... Well I love you Hannah, I love you so much.

Hey you, my love, I miss you. We aren't going to see each other all day and It sad because Its a really nice day out. I went grocery shopping an got lots of vegetarian stuff for us to eat. Like edamame :3. I really miss you and I want to go on a date with you somewhere soon. Maybe the movies or dinner or something. I love you a lot and and I think you are the best person for me. I think we are a perfect match together and I really want to have a Long future with you. :) try and have a good day today at work and at home. I love you boo.

Well today could have gone better... I forgot to pick you up today and now you aren't speaking to me so I guess I'll blog about how I missed you and how much I love you. I'm really looking forward to moving into a bigger place with you. I feel like our home is small and junky. And now with the dog it's even less space and more responsibility. Even though not everything is the way we want it right now I'm glad I'm with the right person. You. I love you a lot and I'm still happy that I get to cuddle with you and go anywhere with you. I miss hanging out at parks and beaches with you. We should go to the beac together soon while its nice and warm out. We can get tans and play in the water. I miss going on dates with you and I miss us hanging out in general. I really think you looked good in your summer clothes today. Even if you didn't. I love you a lot Hannah and I hope we can get our life's back on track. I feel like we need to move and take less classes and just slow down together. I know we are young and we should live fast. But then we will go to fast and before you know it we will be old :,( well I miss your kisses and I'm really sorry I didn't pick you up. I should have been more attentive. I'm a bad boyfriend today:( I still love you a lot though and I do mess up, but that's what makes us human. I'm not a bad boyfriend in general though because you've said how caring I am. I'm just a bad one today... Anyway I love you and I can't wait to see our lives in the next 5 months