happy 2014 boo c: Jan/01

I'm more than ready to spend this new year with you. I love you Hannah, I know things have been hectic these past months but know that I'm still never going to give up on our relationship. I love you more than anything I  own or do. I hope we are married by are 8th New Years together. That would be a really great day for us to get married. schools out and we could kiss at midnight every year. I miss you and I think we should start blogging again. maybe this will be my new years start of something new. Blogging for you almost everyday. I think I could manage doing that. I was looking at past blogs I've made for you and i only made it through the first month :(. This time want to do it the whole year. So i hope you blog back a lot to. I think it is really good for us to communicate over blogs sometimes. I think speaking to you directly is even better. but I have so much to say when you are gone. so this is a very good medium in our relationship. I love you boo and I hope you like the dinner I made tonight. It is nothing to special but i wanted to make sure you had a yummy dinner to come home to. I also want to start cooking more. I think I'm going to find a really good vegetarian food blog to get ideas for awesome breakfasts and lunches. And for when i get the time, amazing dinners :). Forever okay? I miss you a lot and hope you come home early.

I feel like living with breanna would be a bad idea also... I feel like I shouldn't eat all the food she brought becuase we don't let her eat our food. Not that we don't let her but the whole money thing you guys where talking about. 

But anyways I would like to live with hawk and maybe Lauren too. I think it would work out pretty good and is the house you guys are looking at have two garages or something? Lol it sounds expensive. It would be cool to have a nicer and bigger house. I hope we can get hawk a better job or more hours. Me and him were talking a lot outside when we were working on our cars. He told me his side of the story about grant and what happened and how he felt about. He think that grant was overreacting and hawk said grant tripped on his own. We talked about other stuff too. he is nice when he is himself.

 I hope Lauren and grant don't break up. It would be awkward for awhile:( 

 Yeah so I missed ou today and wish I could have hung out with you guys today. I love you boo and miss going on trips with you. I hope we go to Newark on froday and do fun things. Maybe top of the world and stuff

I hope you blog today I miss your sweet words. I miss your happy joyful voice and laugh. I want to go to Scandia today, but I was hoping today would be just me and you... But it's fine if others tag along too. I just want to spend time with you and play mini golf with you. I'm sorry our job isn't giving you hours. It seems really unfair of them to put this on you. Esspro calmly since you have a house and food to pay for. I love you boo so much. 

Hannahboo

Hannah, I can no longer imagine how our life's would be if we still lived in Newark. I'm so thankful that we decided to move up here so early. We both have benifited from it so much. We have left our motionless passes and now are on our way to do what we really want in life. I believe there is nothing holding us back from what we want in life. I think if we really want something I life we will eventually get it. That's what I love about us. I know that we will end up somewhere great in life if we just stick together. I love you with all of my heart no matter what happens. always know that no matter what I do, my heart will belong with you. I hope we can go somewhere fun today, even though it is raining and gloomy I still want to travel somewhere with you and have an adventure. I hope you have a good day at work Hannah. I miss you and I hope to see you again soon. 

Hey you. I'm glad we don't have a label. I think us not being objectified with labels of dating makes our true love for each other even stronger. We now rely on only our hearts to hold our relationship together. And it's working! I think we are a lot happier and less worried all of the time. I can't wait for summer to roll around. We are going to surf all of the time. And make lots of money. And go on awesome vacations together. Or we could just relax in our air conditioned house:3 I miss you and our love making.. I hope we cuddle lots today.. I love you Hannah and I always will.

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I'm glad you still hope for my sweet words. I have to admit though I haven't taken the time to slow down for my hectic busy life you blog for you. I want to say again that I really am sorry I said what I said today. It was really uncalled for and I wasn't thinking. It's really bad when I don't think because stuff like that happens. I feel like my life has so many things in it that need to be done. It's really clouding my mind and most of the time I can't even think straight for a whole day. I want to slow down for a little bit and not worry so much. Today I really just want to relax even though I have a whole book to read, a essay to revise and a bunch of other stuff due. Today will be a day where no of it matters. It may fuck me over. But right now I need a break from my busy life. Well that's how I feel at least. I wonder what you are doing today... I hope you are happy and having fun. I'm at the beach right now. The waves are really high today and It makes me want to surf. I really want to buy a wet suit and get out there soon... Well I love you Hannah, I love you so much.

Hey you, my love, I miss you. We aren't going to see each other all day and It sad because Its a really nice day out. I went grocery shopping an got lots of vegetarian stuff for us to eat. Like edamame :3. I really miss you and I want to go on a date with you somewhere soon. Maybe the movies or dinner or something. I love you a lot and and I think you are the best person for me. I think we are a perfect match together and I really want to have a Long future with you. :) try and have a good day today at work and at home. I love you boo.