Jan. 29

Hey boo! Today was a good day. The flys are almost gone the rent is payed and you love and I love your job I have so much to tell you but your mad right now. I hope you come talk to me about it soon. I'm here to help and I'd really like to comfort you.. Well anyways I wanted to tell you my day at work. First there was this new emergency procedure on the wall and it list all the things to do incase of one. And the first thing is to lock down the registrars THAN turn off the gas to the oven. Lolol like really Costco? You sure for your priorities straight. Then stuff got all heated between a coworker and supervisor in my department and I was like in the middle of it. Yeah fun day lol. But enough about my job. Thank you for making Mac boo:) I got to do homework now and I really need help. I was maybe thinking you could help me..

Jan 27-28

And so starts the new week. You have a job. But not just a job. It's a experience. All of your past jobs have been experiences... Horrible ones. But this one, I can just tell you going to love it. You will come home tired but in the back of the mind you'll have a happy smile knowing you are doing something you like. Ill try and visit you a lot and kiss you while your manager isn't looking;) I miss you and I have to fold the laundry soon. I really love everything we are and have. I'm glad I've stopped hanging out with Adrienne and all of them. I'm glad I've stopped smoking weed everyday and burrowing in my room. I'm glad you've taken me somewhere so beautiful and pushed me to further my education. I thank you for everything you've done. I really want all of this and I don't care about party's or old friends. I care about us and our future. Our kids and our careers. Our big green lawn with a picket fence and two big dogs . We may never be rich or living on the beach. But we are happy. All I want is to live with you and explore the world with you Hannah. I love you so much and I want to treat you like my angel. You've saved my life from a bad path and I thank you.

Jan. 25-26

Pine crest!!!! I'm so happy we get to go up here and relax and not have to worry about anything or plan. I really hope it snows tomorrow or over night. Plus I'm ready for this week to start. School then Peets! Then more school :) then point Reyes on the weekend. We are overly active people. And I'm really happy you like your body now. I hope next month will be a really good one:)

Jan. 25-26

Pine crest!!!! I'm so happy we get to go up here and relax and not have to worry about anything or plan. I really hope it snows tomorrow or over night. Plus I'm ready for this week to start. School then Peets! Then more school :) then point Reyes on the weekend. We are overly active people. And I'm really happy you like your body now. I hope next month will be a really good one:)

Jan. 24

Mmmm tomorrow I'm going to clean the shit out of our house and buy some cheap fly traps because this fly this is redonqulous. But yeah I like today. I wish I didn't have to work and I wish I could have stayed home with you. I really need this weekend to relax. I just need one full day of nothing every once in a while to unwind all the tension and stress of work. I love you boo and I'm glad you got your job and your off birth control.

Jan. 21-23

Hey boo. These past days have been really great and full of fun. First of all you might have a new job at Peets and we will get so much free coffee and extra money to spend. Second I've been having a better time working at Costco. I feel happier and I really am motivated to move up. I'm going to start looking at the job postings in the break room. Maybe ill become a cashier or maybe a baker. That would be exotic. And we've been eatting really awesome meals at home, this week is definitely not famine

Jan. 20

Whew. Today was a 10:30am to 5pm day. It felt short but I didn't even get to say hi to the sun:(. Your not talking to me and your typing really loud and hard on your keyboard. I think someone is on your case about something. But you'll tell me later. I really wanted to kiss you and have a happy girlfriend to come home to but I spoke Spanish when I came home and it was the last straw. I wish I knew you weren't in the mood to joke around because now it is really quiet and I really just want to go somewhere with you. Well I hope we do get milk later on. We will have to ask for rent and food money this month again. It's not to bad but I still want to stop relying on my mom for so much. I love you boo and hopefully I'll pick up some hours pay for more stuff for us.

Jan. 18-19

I'm really horrible at blogging consistently. I like going out and eating with you all of the time:) I'm glad we get froyo and do homework together. I really miss making love... I hope we get some new condoms and stuff. And I hope getting off birth control makes you less hormonialy imbalanced like you said. I hope this is what you want also. I love you and want to take a shower soon please:)

Jan. 16-17

I miss when we used to eat out all the time. It was fun and I really want to do it more often. Im glad we are showering more often and schools back in session. It feels like we have a lot more to do. But now school is like 800 times better. Later time and classes together, like real classes. I have no complaints about these past days. It feels like I have spent a lot more time with you then I have before. Next weekend we are going to the snow and going to have some well deserves vacation time together. Maybe I can convince you to go down a giant hill on a sled with me

Jan. 15

I like my new pens. I get to write things on paper all day and someone wanted to use it for a check and was taking for ever an I swear it felt like she wanted to take it. But I stood there informs of her the whole time. So I got it back. I really miss you and I want to try and go for a ponytail after our shower. Alsoooo thanks for your chicken Katsu. It was really good and filling. I love you with all of my heart and I'm sorry I'm a pain to be around but just know I really care for you and love to laugh with you and do lots if fun things together. I hope my birthday is really fun:)

Jan. 14

Today was really fun with you. I loved all of our classes together and in really excited to do homework assignments with you. Yoga seems really easy and cool. Then math was just math. Lots of random people. And astronomy was like a real college class. Every other class it seems like there's a lot of high school looking kids. It's weird but yeah. I really am looking forward to Wednesday. It will be our first full real classes. Well I love you and hope to do Lots with you this spring. Also I realllly want to finish my tattoo...

Jan. 13

Are you ready for school Hannah?? It's finally time! And our first class isn't even a classroom. Haha it's a gym where we do yoga. Which I like because it will wake us up in the morning and when we used to do yoga it would relax us more. I hope nothing goes wrong in that class. Then after we get to choose our seats in math and do math together and be partners all of the time. We just need to pay attention haha. Then we get to eat lunch. Hopefully it will be warm out tomorrow. I wasn't to eat outside in the sun on the grass. Ifs it's warm... Then we get to go to astrology and take uber lots of notes. I'm so glad I have my keyboard now to take notes with.
But then we will have to depart :(( I don't even remember where any of the classes are. Maybe we can do that after lunch. I'd hate to get lost:( well I hope you are as ready as I am. I love you forevers.

Your boo, Chris.

Jan. 11-12

Two more days until school:) I really hope you get your grant today. There is so much more we need to get for you. I hope we have fun in yoga and all our classes. I really want to go to sf with you on Sunday. I hope we do a lot of fun things. Maybe we can get Thai food there? Or go to a tea house. Well I love you a lot and I hope a lot of things. Like Peets calling you and your grant coming and a lot of other stuff. Seems like nothing comes when we need it. I'm still really happy that I choose to live with you still. We should buy some Texas toast

Jan. 10

It feels like I'm at work all day. I'm really glad that I don't have to work on Mondays and Wednesdays but now I have to work every other single day for now on. It is kind of bitter sweet. I love to have our own house and be able to spend so much time together but now I have to spend a majority of my time working at Costco. I'm thinking of getting education towards bussiness and maybe moving up from Costco to something else. But I still don't really know much about it so I want to explore it more. I love you and I hope this semester is a lot better

Jan. 9

I have the most massive headache. If I concentrate to hard or move or anything that increases blood pressure my head feels like its going to pop. So I will blog about today; tomorrow. I love you Hannah. Come to bed

Jan. 8

Today was my last day off and oh my god. We did so much grocery shopping. We have a whole bunch of breakfast foods and coffee and everything. Also want to do something fun on my birthday. Like go to a fun place where you can do a cool activity or something. Or maybe a movie. Then I want to go to a really nice dinner at a place I've never been before. Then aroma roasters. That would be all I'd want. And to not have to do the dishes lol. Anyways good day today, kind of windy and cloudy. I really feel more connected with Hannah. She is really pretty and perfect. I love her so much and hope we can start saving up for cool things and more whole foods trip. Also can't wait for summer. You don't know how bad I want this garden this year in the back.

Jan. 7

Today was a mellow day. Started off with some coffee and hanging out at home followed by a really nice shower. Salt scrubs and everything. I miss taking daily showers with Hannah. I really want to start doing that again. I've also been thing about getting a haircut maybe. Possible haircut this weekend but I don't want to be pressured to do it. Ill just keep thinking about it. We also had a little argument about Hannah's uggs getting stained. I've found that I've gone to subtle(talking to a child) form of dealing with an issue to more of yelling and fighting my defense. I want to have a nice middle ground. Something to work on. After all that we went to petsmart and got some really nice food for our cat. I also want to work on improving our cats coat and lowering her weight. Finally we visited our hidden hem, Thai house, sitting on the group and eating really gourmet Thai food upstairs I downtown. The complex and clean atmosphere goes well with the dishes. Only a few more days until we get our checks and can be more at ease with life. It really is hard out here for a broke gangsta.
Also I write this as something we can look back to someday. Also to reveal all of my feelings throughout the day. Also also. Hannah I've told you twice now that I'm writing these everyday so I hope you read this without me having to remind you. But I'll let you know if you forget again:p

Jan 6

Almost forgot lol. Today was awesome. Woke up and made some biscuits and gravy then went to point Reyes with my love. Today was a nice sunny day. I feel like I talked to a lot more guests then last trip. And I really enjoyed the hike. It was like a pre-backpacking hike to get ready for the real thing. I really like walking around in the nature. I like seeing all of the animals. And it's sounds. It never quiet but the noise isn't annoying. It's a loud mellow relaxing breeze and crashing waves in your ear. After point reyes we went to spirit matters and i got a cool golden moon and sun with three bells.After that we had more biscuits and gravy for dinner becuase, why not? Only five more days until we have booco bucks to our name. It was a very nice day today.

Jan. 1-5

I'm going to blog about everyday. And have a nice little timeline of the year 2013.
I think this will be really cool since this is going to be our very first, whole year together in our new house. It's been about 7 months now and we've been adjusting a lot to fit our needs. Thankfully we've had my mom for financial help and Hannah's dad for help with laundry food and other things that we can get with out having to travel across the bridge. I've been working at Costco since July 2012. So far it's been great and the money has kept us a float. Though I looked at recent bank records and found out that we have to ask for almost a thousand dollars a month from my mom, Which, is not okay. I want to cut that down to around 350 a month which would be for gas only. I also want to make a habit of spending the fifty dollars for gas on gas first before anything else.

Other than that everything is going well. I really want to work on my relationship with Hannah. I feel like we haven't made love In a while and we need to jump start our sex life back into existence. Maybe it's been so long that we don't remember how great our love making is. Whatever it is I want it back. Now that it's winter there is a lot less to do. And that keeps us Cooped up inside our house. It dosent help that we have no money to spend on nights out or going shopping.
I want to get my next pay check and really budget things out so we don't spend it all. Christmas really hurt our bank, but now we can save up and maybe pay off my debt. It would be nice to have that thousand dollar emergency money.

So far this new has some past problems that need to be fixed and I really hope to fix them all. Be good to us new year:)