I'm willing to try anything to fix our relationship. I feel so out of touch and distant. It's become a really bad thing and we shouldn't have let it become that way in the first place. I think we need to put down the phone and computers for a little while. Turn of the tv and just talk, hug eachother, LOOK at eachother. I don't remember the last time we had a face to face conversation that was happy. I really miss us and I want more time to do things with you. I feel really over worked and emotionless. I feel like there's no point in being happy or sad. I feel like there is nothing to look forward to because I know I have constant work to do with no breaks. I don't ever want work to be my life and consume me. I'd be so much happier living broke and spending more time at home with you than having extra money. But then I also understand we need all of that extra money for Christmas and food and other things. I just home less hours at Costco is a quicker fix than waiting till next semester. I love you Hannah and I really want us to find a way that we both can be happy. Breaking up would just make my life horrible and I would have zero happiness with out you.