hey boo. I really want our house to be happy place for us to be. I want us to do fun things in it and always want to be doing things together. I also want to go places with you and adventure in tall grass and through cities. I am really looking forward to blackberry picking. Im looking forward to driving to places with you and maybe after we can go somewhere cool in petaluma. We haven't explored much up here and i want to visit museums and parks and art places with you. I hope that we can afford more stuff to improve our house soon too. i want you to feel happy in it and not sad all the time. I know that i work more than half the week and i want to make it up to you by being by your side as much as i can. I know that i can make you really happy. I dont ever want you to leave or feel sad ever again hannah. I love you more than anything and I will do anything to make you happy.

Boo I love you more than anything in the world and I think you are the most beautiful human being on this Earth. Thank you for everything you done to push me to move forward in my life. I know that I will head somewhere with you that is very happy. I see no regrets in stAying with you and no matter where our life's take us I will be happy. If you decide to go to Berkeley or anywhere I will be okay. I just want to do the thing I love. I love to cook and I love you even more. I want to find a way to work the same hours you do. I also want us to own a successful resturant. And be able to run it smoothly. And hire good workers. That is what will make me the happy. It's a like a little self goal set for myself. Just like you want to work up to be a professor. C: . I would want to help you grade stuff and make cool fun lesson plans, and find really interesting movies you can show. Soooo yeah I love you and I'm excited to start cooking in school and wear my chefs jacca. Haha I love you boo bye now:)

hey boo I can't believe that I've written 132 blogs for you. I know that you've most likely written twice that for me. I think that you're blogs are the most read things in my life. which is good but bad. Good because my lack of motivation to read is heavy out powered by the untamed joy I get in my heart every time I read them with out fail. The bad because I really should read more. I'm sure if I sat down with a good book I'd get in to it and be able to put it down. I want to start reading more and learning as well. I want to read with you and share books. That's something that i cant be welcomed into your lifestyle entirely on my watch. I'm missing the chance to do something with my girlfriend and I think its time i start to read more. I want to be more and more of your life. I want us to always become closer. I have a chance to do that and I hope we read together tomorrow. that was something I wanted to blog and I also want to say that you are the best girlfriend in the world and I wouldn't let you go for any other thing in this universe. I really miss you when I'm at work. That's why m very excited to spend the next days with you. I will use these days to spend solid loving time with you. i love you so much and want to take a shower with you now.