Hey you I'm going to miss you while you are at work today. I hope you have a slow and uneventful day do you can come home early and love me. And I hope you can sleep over again. I really enjoy my nights a lot better when your able to sleep in the same bed with me. I'll try to ask Sharon for Friday off. It's really stupid how I didn't get it off. Well I love you and you are really beautiful and magical. I hope our bunny is still alive when we move up north. :) have fun at work and try not to work to hard but work hard enough to get out early! I miss you and need you and want you every second of my life Hannah banaer.

Since you blogged for me I guess it would've nice of me to blog or you. I wish your sitituation at home would get better. It only seems to get worse by the week the way people treat you there. I don't blame you for wanting to distance yourself from them the way they treat you and make you the target for everything. I know they are family but I don't think that was the family you should have gotten. I think you were meant to have something better and something you really liked in a family. It's really hard frowning up like that but soon it will be over and you will be moving out. I really love you Hannah and I'll try my best to make your life there a little but easier because you make my life easier by staying with me and promising me a future. I love you and I hope maybe it will get better but I have my doubts. Okay well I'm going back to work now and hopefully I'm thinking I'll be done at 1 or 1:30. I'm going to go really fast. And maybe skip the meeting as much as I can. I love you Hannah :) I like you name... And your face

Hey boo I feel off today. I think we both do. Maybe it's becuase we didn't get enough sleep or something but I'm going to change around my room. Maybe it will feel more lively in here if I do. I want today to be happy. I want us to be happy and not bored. Today is our day off too. We should take a trip to Santa cruz today. And go downtown . We need it. I hope you get me a wewood soon. I really like those watches and I'd wear it as often as I could. And maybe also an old tomagachi. Those are the only things I ask for. I would be very happy to get those from you. I know we should start Savin money soon. But we can still buy eachother nice things if we save a side amount of money for eachother. Well I love you Hannah. No matter what and I hope you are happy. I am. I just feel kind of blah. If you have to work on Econ today I understand if we can't go to santa Cruz. Maybe next week.

You still haven't blogged in awhile... I miss your blogs. I hope you write something for me soon. Maybe like a short one or something. I really do enjoy them a lot Hannah. I hope you bring me a mocha coconut today at work:) that would really make my day at work. I love you Hannah and I promise to always be with you until the the day I die.

Hey boo you are at school and I really love you a lot. I miss you and hope you have a good day. I wish you didnt have work today so we could hang out more and have fun. And I hope you like your vegan cook books. I can't wait to read them and make you food that is actually good tasting. I think it would be pretty cool knowing how to cook so many vegan foods. I love you Hannah and I hope you don't read that stuff I wrote to Adrienne. It's all things I wrote when I refused to believe it was actully over. But it is now and whats my past is my past. I wish It didn't hurt you so much but I'm glad it's my past

I feel lazy and like I'm dying:( maybe it's the kombucha but i don't feel like doing anything. Maybe I just miss you.

Hey boo. You are asleep and I was going through your phone and putting two and two together and I really hope you don't just want that year book to read the things I wrote to Adrienne. All of things I wrote I don't remember and don't mean anything anymore. And everything I wrote in it was me just writing things to make her feel better. I wrote it more as a goodbye note and a final goodbye to our relationship. I've gotten over her and the things I wrote in there don't apply to my life anymore. So yeah I hope you just use that yearbook for breannas surprise and not to read what I wrote her. it's only going to make you sad and I don't want to make sad with what I wrote in there. But if you are going to read it the. Feel free to talk to me about it in person with me and not over text or phone please and thank you

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Be here forever okay. Be her until the day I die. Be here to give me my first child. Be here to give my second and third. Be here when our kids have grand kids. Be here forever. I love you Hannah and I really do mean what I say. You mean more to me than anyone on this planet. I know for a fact that I love you more than I've ever loved anyone in this entire earth. Your smile is what keeps me motivated. Your hugs are what keep me from going insane. If you ever left me I would have no life. No purpose. I need you here more than anything on this earth. Just know that I dated you because you were someone I liked very much. You are not just another girl. You are the one that I have 100 percent faith that will continue to make me the happiest person on earth for the rest of my life. I want us to make new memories together and form the strongest bond together. I love you Hannah and nothing will change that. Every time we are drawn apart, I will fight to see you again. You are very important to me and I really do not want you too leave. I want you to be in my arms forever. You and I make what dream relationship are made of. We make the greatest team and together we can pull through anything. I love you Hannah Rouley(soon to be Hudson). Hannah Hudson sounds way better than any other name by the way :)

Good morning boo. I hope you know that I love you no matter what body type you have. You are the most beautiful woman in the world and I love you more than anything. I miss you and love you Hannah. I hope you have a good Friday at school today. I hope we can do some fun things before you have to work too.

Hey boo You are the most beautiful girl in every way. I love every single thing about you and I never want to let you go. I miss you right now. I'm eating my lunch and I really wish you were her with me. I want to be beside you all of the time. I know that latter on in life you will have health problems and they will most likely cost us a lot of money but I'm ready. I want to spend my life with you no matter what happens. I will be beside you no matter what. When the world turns its back. We will have each other. I love you Hannah so much.

Hey boo you are getting ready for school right now and you look really cute. I like your really curly hair. Its really beautiful. I love you Hannah and I'm glad your dieting and working out has lost you 5 pounds. You just have to keep it up is all. And find the perfect routine. But no matter what you look like I will always love you regardless. This just means less to love :( lol. Well today is going to be crappy and me and you have work today:( but I hope you get out a little bit earlier than 2pm because I really want to see you. Alright it's almost time for you to go to school now. I love you i love you I love you.

Hey Hannah my love of my life. I want you to know that I don't ever want to leave you. You mean so much to me and I still see you in my future. I see us a very happy couple. I'm glad we haven't broke up or anything. Soon it will be our 1st year together and I really can't wait for that to happen. We should go to a fancy sit down resturant and eat lots of yummy food together. I love you Hannah and I'm sorry I don't pay attenion to you as much as I should. I really don't want to lose you and I'll do anything to keep you with me. I really do need you