Hey boo, I miss us making love. I hope Tuesday comes around faster. I've had a lot of fun these past few days too. I missed going to Santa Cruz with you and doing lots of stuff. It sucks that my cd player doesn't work though. I wish we could have those CDs for penngrove trips and stuff. I'm going to miss you while your at work today. I hope you don't have to do anything hard today like last time. Hopefully today is a easy training day for you. Well anyways I miss you lots and I want to watch a movie with you after your done with work and not run a bunch of errands. No bueno. Well I love you Hannah and I want you to sit back in my lap again. :3

Hey boo I miss you a lot. The weather is super nice out and we are both stuck inside :( I wish we could have gone to Santa Cruz today and had fun and went shopping everywhere. I haven't really done anything productive all day, except clean clothes, water the plants, and clean my room. Also write you this blog. I think you are right. I don't kiss you and hug you as much as I should. I miss cuddling with you and hold you and kissing you everywhere. I hope you come back soon so we can do that a lot. If you can come over we could watch letters to Juliet and drink Tampico. I can't wait to live with you Hannah and go to school with you. Things I need to do soon or soonish. Fafsa, check transmission oil, get school supplies, and pack for moving.

Hey boo I really miss you. Today is your clinic thing and I hope you are alright. If anything is wrong I'm going to be really worried. I'll try to get out of here at 1:30 around. I'm glad you got a job. Now we both can add to the nest. And since most of the nest was invested into a car. I see the car as the symbol of our nest. It's our carrier into our future. I think I will keep my car the way it is. And keep it in really good condition so our kids can drive it. Well I hope you blog today Hannah. I love you so much, I really like to imagine all our staff jumbled and put together to make our own apartment. Not many teens get apartments at our age so I feel lucky with you

I hope you guys move soon. I feel like it might get in the way of us and yoga an fun stuff. Also when you start writing I think you'll have a lot more freedom now. Now you have a higher power In your life then your mom. You see how it changes your lifestyle soon. It's pretty cool. Also remember to take off point Reyes days and my birthday! I can't wait to go to Santa Cruz with you still. Maybe after your appntment?: D

I wish I had some flowers to give you. I think flowers make people happy. They show that some one cares enough about another to want to bring them something beautiful. something people rarely notice is the true beauty of a flower. I wish we could move soon, I really hope you continue to always want a garden where we live. I think Buddha would have a happier time if he got to meditate out in a patch of roses and tulips and that moss you really liked. Well I'm here if you want to talk to me. I don't know if I should give you your space or continue trying to talk to you. So I'm writing this blog because I thought it might help

Hey my love. I'm taking my morning poop like usual. So far this morning has been really good. Like the dough rolling table was super clean and the there was a perfect amount of scrap dough from yesterday. I got a yummy java chip :3. And the extra larges I just rolled cam out perfect. And no I'm pooping an the juke box just started playing randomly like it does sometimes, so now I have music while I poop. I though I saw a ghost or shady see-through figure walk into the kitchen for a split second when I came in here. It was kind of creepy but cool. I seriously think we have a Roundtable ghost. Haha. Well anyways I also have this feeling that something is bad is going to happen. Like its to good and there's going to be a bad counter part to it. I hope it dosen't happen.
But anyways I hope your doing good in school. I hope nothing annoys you today, I'm glad Grier lets you hang out in his class room. I wish I was a senior so I could hang out with you. I miss you a lot and after your all done moving or before or whenever we get the chance, I want to go to our niles drive and drive through there with the top down. We also need to visit Santa cruz again soon. And San Francisco , but I'm more excited to go to santa Cruz. Well you just texted me saying you don't feel pretty, but I know for a fact you are one of the prettiest girls on that campus. You have the looks and brains of a Greek goddess sent from heaven and rolled in sugar and roses. I love you Hannah. And you will always be mine. I will never let anyone or any past get in between us.

Hey boo I'm sitting here trying my hardest to focus on your test but it's sooo boring I'm like half way done. I think imma take a brake from it:) I had the best valentines day with you. Even though it was just dinner, it felt really special and I really am looking forward to my birthday. I hope you take me out to a fancy dinner. Or anything fun that you think i'd enjoy. I love you hannah and I hope the vow is a really good movie. I think our car has good parking luck. We always get good spots with it :) well I miss you and imma go play around with my car. I hope it's sunny outside. :) I love you boo and hope your having a good day at school

I love you Hannah. Moving all your stuff today seemed sad. So I hope soon all this moving stuff is over and you make a smooth transmission. And I'm really happy you got a job! Doing this means you have all the qualifications now!:)

I had a awesome time at your dads with you. This is the first time we've drove next to eachother and the first time I've drove a car I wanted to drive around up there. Becuase trust me the van Is wayy to bulky to drive. I think it just has to much room. That why I like staying up here. It is small up here but cozy. It's not to small that is cramped and you have not space. But it's not to big that there's huge unused areas. This is how I want our Ouse to be. I want a small four room house with a hopefully mountain like environment that your dads house has. Like instead of walking out to your car instantly. You have to instead walk out the door, into a pathway and drive down a little hill. It's very hidden up here. I like it. O I hope we get an awesome house like this.

I cant sleep boo. I don't want to wake you up so imma blog and just say I love you and miss you and I really will try my hardest to get the car tomorrow. You don't know how bad I want that car. It truly is my dream car no matter how many people will hate on it. Well imma try and sleep I hope you blog before I wake up tomorrow :) I love you hannah

I wish people would leave you alone. I feel like you get picked on way to much. I want you too know that I won't ever break that pinky promise. The image of us holding pinkys that night in my mind meant a lot to me. I never want too let you go. I don't want to be lonely and without you. Not being able to talk to you would be the worse thing in my life. If I could ever go back in time, I hug and never let go if you tried to leave. I don't anymore rough nights. I want us to be happy. I want you to not be picked on. I want to move to arcaro and make better friends who don't use us and genuinely want to be our friends. I'm sorry they are picking on you again boo :( I wish I was there to hug you a lunch. And take simultaneous bath room breaks. I miss you Hannah and I really want to go up Friday. So we can look at the stars and dance in the grass. And walk simba together down to the mail place. And lay next to you even though we will be eatting chilli twice. :) I love you boo. If the world turns its back on you. Turn yours and walk to me.

It hurts me every time I think about what I almost did to my life. I want you to know I regret everything I said durning that talk. I didn't mean it. I really hope this dosen't change you and how you act with me.

I'm sorry. I did overreact on the whole ugg thing. I guess you are right I've never had a pair of boots that I've wanted my whole life. I can't really judge. I would want something that I really loved in perfect condition too. I took at a different stance then I should have. With the whole mazda thing I didn't fully agree with your stance ether but I should have took it that far and start to joke about it. I understand that later on in life we will need a bigger car for our child but right now we are still really young And this car is cheap and is super efficient on gas which will save us a lot of money. I also like it a lot. I like the look of the car and just like you with uggs I really want this kind of car.

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Hey boo I've been thinking about you all morning and I really miss you. I hope today is a good one. You are the most important thing in my life and I want you to stay here. I'm going to get some coffee after work so I'm not so tired. I really enjoyed yoga yesterday. Its really relaxing and a soft environment. I can't wait to go to college with you and wake up to the misty air and giant redwood trees eveywhere. With the occasional smell of pot here and there since we will be close to the college. :p. I'm thinking maybe we should rent an apartment near cr and than move and rent one near Humboldt if our jobs and money allows it. Or not if we really like our apartments. I don't care what we do because I will be with you. I love you hannah.

Hey my love. I'm sorry that last night wasn't as great of a sleep as you expected. It's difficult for me too to keep stitching sleeping alone and then sleep with you. I like the bigger blanket too, I think I wouldn't steal so much of it if we slept with that one and than maybe the ducky one on top of it. It was a pretty good night for me though! Haha. I hope you get to sleep over again tonight. I'll try to tell my unconscious self to not jab you or steal the blankets from you during the night:) I love to sleep with you and I hope my sleeping habits change I wouldn't want to have to sleep in a different bed than you. I'm excited to go to lots of diffrent used car lots today. I hope one of them has a nice Miata or some other car that I would want to drive. And I seems like everyday there's another cool Miata on craigslist. So hopefully I'm aiming for a new car in the new 2 weeks. After all that I'm going to have to save lots of money. And maybe find a second job that's only part time durning the evenings. With your income and my income combined I think we will have no problem moving. I love you boo and I hope you do really good on your interview today!

Hey boo I really like it a lot when you sleep on my chest. I miss us sleeping together and cuddling. I hope you get to sleepover again. Tomorrow I don't have work and you don't have school which means we can sleep in together and love eachother for a whole day.
I love you and miss your legs and the cute way you stand and your your body and how much I love to hug your face and how pretty your eyes and cheeks are. I want you in my life for ever Hannah. I miss you and really want you to come back here soon so we can love each other. Have a good day at school my love. Try not to be stressed about anything. We have our whole lives together

Buy matching IPhones
Play tiny tower and temple ru together
Bring each other lunch at school/work

A quick little list

Things we've done.

Had the best full on sex of my life.
Shower together
Make love in a shower
Make love in water
Sleep together for a whole night
Sleep naked
Blog for each other
Wear toe rings
Cook dinner for us and my family
Fill my wall with notes
Trade blankets
Ride bikes together
Sit in our secret park
Alphabet kisses.
Dance under the stars



And most of, give me a promising
outlook on my future

I'm sorry theres no blog tonight but don't worry boo. Tomorrow at work there will be a happy one waiting for you. I love you do much and always will be with you. Goodnight my love:)