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Hey boo you've wanted a blog for two days now, and it's pretty over due. Someone asked me today how Long I've been living up here and it occurred to me we only have 5 more months until we have spent one year living together and growing. Our house was "desolate" and now it's got so many things. It's truly a combination of us in that house. I can't wait to see how it looks once we have reached a year together. I'm glad we have done this so early. I think it's good for us to start our life's together at such a young age and start depending on only us. I'm going to be really happy if we don't have to ask for any help next month. We just have to spend very wisely. I love you boo and miss you a lot. I can't wait for point Reyes even though I don't remember anything about elephant seals lol. Maybe it will all come back to me.

Boobalooo

Hey you,
I want a house with a washer and dryer soon. That's something our house needs. Maybe soon we can move out and get a slightly bigger house. Hopefully one if the other houses next to us. That would be a easy and good move. But if its to much rent or we decide to else where before our neighbors possibly move than we can always fid another house. Although I dont think it will ever be the same as the place we live now. Maybe we are getting to comfortable.. Maybe we need to move on to better things out there. Maybe we have gotten to comfortable with what we have that we are passing up better things. Maybe we've found the best thing already though. So I don't know where we will go but I know that what we do together should make us happy. I'm excited to have 4 days off of work and school to spend some much need quality time with you. I miss us and I feel like we need to still work on our relationship a little bit more. I hope we have a good time getting groceries and going to pay the rent. Even though those are ordinary things, we can still make them fun:) I love you boo and I miss you a lot. I can't wait for next semester with you also ;)

Hey boo I'm in class right now and we aren't really learning anything. I think that half the time we are just doing "lab work" which is everyone doing their homework in class. Got my essay back and it's pretty good, just have to put I more details. I miss you a lot and you aren't replying to my cow texts. So I want to say that I really love you and I think you are the best girlfriend in the world and I wouldn't want to have anyone else but you. I think you are perfect in every way. I hope you are happy today even though you didn't get to dress up like you wanted to. I think you you looked really nice this morning though. I like to wake up next to you also. I miss the days I get to wake up next to you and cuddle and let the sun shine though our window as we drink coffee in bed. I hope you are just as excited to live with me. I think we are a very special relationship. I love everything about it and about you. Forever okay boo?

I'm willing to try anything to fix our relationship. I feel so out of touch and distant. It's become a really bad thing and we shouldn't have let it become that way in the first place. I think we need to put down the phone and computers for a little while. Turn of the tv and just talk, hug eachother, LOOK at eachother. I don't remember the last time we had a face to face conversation that was happy. I really miss us and I want more time to do things with you. I feel really over worked and emotionless. I feel like there's no point in being happy or sad. I feel like there is nothing to look forward to because I know I have constant work to do with no breaks. I don't ever want work to be my life and consume me. I'd be so much happier living broke and spending more time at home with you than having extra money. But then I also understand we need all of that extra money for Christmas and food and other things. I just home less hours at Costco is a quicker fix than waiting till next semester. I love you Hannah and I really want us to find a way that we both can be happy. Breaking up would just make my life horrible and I would have zero happiness with out you.

hey boo. I really want our house to be happy place for us to be. I want us to do fun things in it and always want to be doing things together. I also want to go places with you and adventure in tall grass and through cities. I am really looking forward to blackberry picking. Im looking forward to driving to places with you and maybe after we can go somewhere cool in petaluma. We haven't explored much up here and i want to visit museums and parks and art places with you. I hope that we can afford more stuff to improve our house soon too. i want you to feel happy in it and not sad all the time. I know that i work more than half the week and i want to make it up to you by being by your side as much as i can. I know that i can make you really happy. I dont ever want you to leave or feel sad ever again hannah. I love you more than anything and I will do anything to make you happy.

Boo I love you more than anything in the world and I think you are the most beautiful human being on this Earth. Thank you for everything you done to push me to move forward in my life. I know that I will head somewhere with you that is very happy. I see no regrets in stAying with you and no matter where our life's take us I will be happy. If you decide to go to Berkeley or anywhere I will be okay. I just want to do the thing I love. I love to cook and I love you even more. I want to find a way to work the same hours you do. I also want us to own a successful resturant. And be able to run it smoothly. And hire good workers. That is what will make me the happy. It's a like a little self goal set for myself. Just like you want to work up to be a professor. C: . I would want to help you grade stuff and make cool fun lesson plans, and find really interesting movies you can show. Soooo yeah I love you and I'm excited to start cooking in school and wear my chefs jacca. Haha I love you boo bye now:)

hey boo I can't believe that I've written 132 blogs for you. I know that you've most likely written twice that for me. I think that you're blogs are the most read things in my life. which is good but bad. Good because my lack of motivation to read is heavy out powered by the untamed joy I get in my heart every time I read them with out fail. The bad because I really should read more. I'm sure if I sat down with a good book I'd get in to it and be able to put it down. I want to start reading more and learning as well. I want to read with you and share books. That's something that i cant be welcomed into your lifestyle entirely on my watch. I'm missing the chance to do something with my girlfriend and I think its time i start to read more. I want to be more and more of your life. I want us to always become closer. I have a chance to do that and I hope we read together tomorrow. that was something I wanted to blog and I also want to say that you are the best girlfriend in the world and I wouldn't let you go for any other thing in this universe. I really miss you when I'm at work. That's why m very excited to spend the next days with you. I will use these days to spend solid loving time with you. i love you so much and want to take a shower with you now.

Hey boo. I'm here out of class on my now 15 minute break. I hope you get a break soon or haven't taken your break yet. I really miss you and you need your phone back... I saw you in class today all learning I the front row and all:3 you are really cute in there. I think you get out at nine... Or nine thirty I don't remember so I'm going to wait for you outside your class I love you so much boo

Hey boo I haven't blogged for you in so long. Ugh it feels like I'm constantly doing something. I wish I could slow down or get more days off work so I could spend more time at home with you. I like going to college wit you too and having a class with you. It's so fun being with you there. Also I wish the next month would come so we can pay off our debts and maybe save lots of money. I also can't wait for you to get you laptop. It's what you always wanted and I can't wait to see the smile on your face when you get it. Keep it away from water! And I'll kee checking my oil -.- lololol alright bye boo. I hope you still read my blog

Hey you. I feel so happy exploring with you. I feel like we are truly on our own and we can do what ever we want. Like go to Oregon. Like not many teenagers get to go to Oregon just whenever. I like that we are having fun together and I feel that everything is great with our life's. I want you to know that I fully love you and that I have my whole mind wrapped around you. I see my life with you only. And I hope you see the rest of your life with me. I hope that we can get a lot of the things we want soon. And also have a mini thanksgiving and mini Christmas at our home. I really want that dog. It's so cute and I hope it would get along with the cat. Also I hope your cat is okay. I'm sure she is. I'm glad I have you and no one else. I want it to stay like that forever. I hope you come lay in bed with me soon

Hey boo it's 12am and love cuddling next to you every night. I love your warmth and holding your hand when your sleeping. I just looked at the ring I gave you and I think it's really pretty. I can't wait to give you a really nice wedding ring. I've been thinking. And I think that its good we've moved out early. We only have about 12 years until we are already 30. And by them we will need to be pretty far in our careers. Then we will be 40 and even further. So I'm glad we are starting early. I want us to get really far in life so we can accomplish our goals and live a happy old life. I want you to write best sellers and I want to own top restaurants. I want to make my workers really happy and make sure I can give a lot of people a good happy job. That's really important to me. Well I should go to bed now:) I love you Hannah

I love you boo. :( I want you attention but you're watching the kardashions. it's kind of cute though. You look like a little kid who is watching disney. You're all at the end of the bed all crossed legged :) come back to me cutie

It's almost our anniversary boo:) I'm still so glad I've chose to live the rest of my life with you. Even if it gets rough I want to work to make it better and make us happy together. I like our life's together. I love living in our own home together and being able to do what we want whenever we want. I hope I get the job at Costco. I don't want to keep doing prep all weekend even if it means I have to start pushing carts around. I miss having a lot of free Time with you. I have to work such a big chunk of week all at once and I don't get enough time to love you :( but hey at least I have monday and thursday off:) we can love each other all day. And I'll try to get those days off too. So we can go to point Reyes BBQ it sound really fun. I also hope I can fix our bathtub from leaking so we can shower and soak in the tub together soon. I'm really happy you are taking me to tex wasabi's. I'm excited and can't wait. I hope you pick out some good books and soft pajamas you like:3 forever okay boo? I love you do much and never want you to leave.

You good at a lot of things boo. Like you know doing something with you life. We are actually progressing in life and moving forward. And I like that you aren't vegan do you can eat my delicious food I make you you. But I'm completely happy with being here with you and I don't really car about Adrienne or that it's her birthday. You've done more for her today than I have. I didn't even wish her happy birthday. And when it's your birthday I'm going to make you something very yummy and special

Hey boo I miss you. I love being able to live with you and only you. It's like we are a little married couple. I'm really glad we didn't move out with other people. I think that it would have held us back from a lot of things. Anyways im really happy with you and I love waking up next to you every morning and showering and making love and those cute things. Which reminds me I forgot to make the coffee:( I like that we are doing so well. I liked that we took the leap into life and everything has turned out great so far. This part of santa rosa is pretty ghetto and there is a lot of weird people walking around
So hurry boo! I want to eat dinner! Also I went to the g&g today and got some chicken broth, buttermilk, a 12 pack of RC cola and a half and half Arizona all for 7 dollars! Woo! I'm a savy shopper
:)

Oh mah boo so much has happened within this like month. I can't believe we've hatched this little idea of moving and going to college up north to a actual reality. It seems so impossible but everything came so easy to us. I think it's a sign we are either very lucky or that we just work really well together. I think we need each other to survive in this life and in order for us to be happy we need each other. Im glad everything has turned out the way it did and I wouldn't change anything around. I have exactly 100% of what I want in life. In a few days we will be completely on our own and soon things for ourselves. I'm glad I have to here with me Hannah and I want to keep growing and learning with you. I don't know where we will go but I know that we will love every moment of our journey together. Forever okay Hannah? You are my life an everything I want and need. Please don't ever go because I care for you more than anything. I love you Hannah and I can't wait until sunday night.

Hey boo your taking a shower right now and I really miss you. I'm happy we are going to olive garden today. I really just want to wind down and enjoy a nice soup salad and breadstick Italian dinner with you:3 I hope that if we keep applying and looking for jobs we will find one and we can finally move on to our final step of actually moving out and getting on with our life's. Once we get jobs I feel like we've completed the preparation of the next 6 years of our life's together. In six years you will be 23 and ill be 25. We will be adults. Like actual adults. Who know what we will be doing or be like then but all I hope for is that we stay together. It's rare that a young couple stays together for six years and it's being very risky that we are moving in together. So we have to work very hard an work though are problems because there is no turning back. Well I really love you and I hope you get done with your shower soon. I miss you and kissing you and not worrying so hopefully we get jobs very soon and everything locked down for us. Refer okay boo. I will always be here for you and I hope you are too:)

I hope maybe before I finish this blog you come and sit next to me since the last thing you just said to me was that youve always hated me... I don't know if that was serious or not... Well I really love you and I'm excited to go to college with you and making a happy successful life with you in the future. I want to have kids and have a nice house and not have to work a lot so we and our kids can go on cruises and get away from our town.

Hey you. So many things we have to do in order to start our life's together in such little time and I hope we are able to out all the pieces together. I want to start my life with you and I am truely ready and I hope you are too. I want us to be happy and live together happily ad chase our dreams. I hope we don't drop out no matter why happens. I want to keep moving on with you and going on to bigger and better things. I'm going to love these next years in our apartment and I hope everything goes the way we wanted it too. I love you so much Hannah and I wouldn't want it any other way

Hey you I'm going to miss you while you are at work today. I hope you have a slow and uneventful day do you can come home early and love me. And I hope you can sleep over again. I really enjoy my nights a lot better when your able to sleep in the same bed with me. I'll try to ask Sharon for Friday off. It's really stupid how I didn't get it off. Well I love you and you are really beautiful and magical. I hope our bunny is still alive when we move up north. :) have fun at work and try not to work to hard but work hard enough to get out early! I miss you and need you and want you every second of my life Hannah banaer.

Since you blogged for me I guess it would've nice of me to blog or you. I wish your sitituation at home would get better. It only seems to get worse by the week the way people treat you there. I don't blame you for wanting to distance yourself from them the way they treat you and make you the target for everything. I know they are family but I don't think that was the family you should have gotten. I think you were meant to have something better and something you really liked in a family. It's really hard frowning up like that but soon it will be over and you will be moving out. I really love you Hannah and I'll try my best to make your life there a little but easier because you make my life easier by staying with me and promising me a future. I love you and I hope maybe it will get better but I have my doubts. Okay well I'm going back to work now and hopefully I'm thinking I'll be done at 1 or 1:30. I'm going to go really fast. And maybe skip the meeting as much as I can. I love you Hannah :) I like you name... And your face

Hey boo I feel off today. I think we both do. Maybe it's becuase we didn't get enough sleep or something but I'm going to change around my room. Maybe it will feel more lively in here if I do. I want today to be happy. I want us to be happy and not bored. Today is our day off too. We should take a trip to Santa cruz today. And go downtown . We need it. I hope you get me a wewood soon. I really like those watches and I'd wear it as often as I could. And maybe also an old tomagachi. Those are the only things I ask for. I would be very happy to get those from you. I know we should start Savin money soon. But we can still buy eachother nice things if we save a side amount of money for eachother. Well I love you Hannah. No matter what and I hope you are happy. I am. I just feel kind of blah. If you have to work on Econ today I understand if we can't go to santa Cruz. Maybe next week.

You still haven't blogged in awhile... I miss your blogs. I hope you write something for me soon. Maybe like a short one or something. I really do enjoy them a lot Hannah. I hope you bring me a mocha coconut today at work:) that would really make my day at work. I love you Hannah and I promise to always be with you until the the day I die.

Hey boo you are at school and I really love you a lot. I miss you and hope you have a good day. I wish you didnt have work today so we could hang out more and have fun. And I hope you like your vegan cook books. I can't wait to read them and make you food that is actually good tasting. I think it would be pretty cool knowing how to cook so many vegan foods. I love you Hannah and I hope you don't read that stuff I wrote to Adrienne. It's all things I wrote when I refused to believe it was actully over. But it is now and whats my past is my past. I wish It didn't hurt you so much but I'm glad it's my past

I feel lazy and like I'm dying:( maybe it's the kombucha but i don't feel like doing anything. Maybe I just miss you.

Hey boo. You are asleep and I was going through your phone and putting two and two together and I really hope you don't just want that year book to read the things I wrote to Adrienne. All of things I wrote I don't remember and don't mean anything anymore. And everything I wrote in it was me just writing things to make her feel better. I wrote it more as a goodbye note and a final goodbye to our relationship. I've gotten over her and the things I wrote in there don't apply to my life anymore. So yeah I hope you just use that yearbook for breannas surprise and not to read what I wrote her. it's only going to make you sad and I don't want to make sad with what I wrote in there. But if you are going to read it the. Feel free to talk to me about it in person with me and not over text or phone please and thank you

Something you should read

Be here forever okay. Be her until the day I die. Be here to give me my first child. Be here to give my second and third. Be here when our kids have grand kids. Be here forever. I love you Hannah and I really do mean what I say. You mean more to me than anyone on this planet. I know for a fact that I love you more than I've ever loved anyone in this entire earth. Your smile is what keeps me motivated. Your hugs are what keep me from going insane. If you ever left me I would have no life. No purpose. I need you here more than anything on this earth. Just know that I dated you because you were someone I liked very much. You are not just another girl. You are the one that I have 100 percent faith that will continue to make me the happiest person on earth for the rest of my life. I want us to make new memories together and form the strongest bond together. I love you Hannah and nothing will change that. Every time we are drawn apart, I will fight to see you again. You are very important to me and I really do not want you too leave. I want you to be in my arms forever. You and I make what dream relationship are made of. We make the greatest team and together we can pull through anything. I love you Hannah Rouley(soon to be Hudson). Hannah Hudson sounds way better than any other name by the way :)

Good morning boo. I hope you know that I love you no matter what body type you have. You are the most beautiful woman in the world and I love you more than anything. I miss you and love you Hannah. I hope you have a good Friday at school today. I hope we can do some fun things before you have to work too.

Hey boo You are the most beautiful girl in every way. I love every single thing about you and I never want to let you go. I miss you right now. I'm eating my lunch and I really wish you were her with me. I want to be beside you all of the time. I know that latter on in life you will have health problems and they will most likely cost us a lot of money but I'm ready. I want to spend my life with you no matter what happens. I will be beside you no matter what. When the world turns its back. We will have each other. I love you Hannah so much.

Hey boo you are getting ready for school right now and you look really cute. I like your really curly hair. Its really beautiful. I love you Hannah and I'm glad your dieting and working out has lost you 5 pounds. You just have to keep it up is all. And find the perfect routine. But no matter what you look like I will always love you regardless. This just means less to love :( lol. Well today is going to be crappy and me and you have work today:( but I hope you get out a little bit earlier than 2pm because I really want to see you. Alright it's almost time for you to go to school now. I love you i love you I love you.

Hey Hannah my love of my life. I want you to know that I don't ever want to leave you. You mean so much to me and I still see you in my future. I see us a very happy couple. I'm glad we haven't broke up or anything. Soon it will be our 1st year together and I really can't wait for that to happen. We should go to a fancy sit down resturant and eat lots of yummy food together. I love you Hannah and I'm sorry I don't pay attenion to you as much as I should. I really don't want to lose you and I'll do anything to keep you with me. I really do need you

Hey boo. I'm on my break right now. Sadly I have to work today:( I though I work sat but I guess not >.< but yeah I didn't get in much trouble for it Sharon wasn't here. I miss you. I really hope you are able to sleep over. There is nothing like you and me in my own bed staying in late and making breakfast at home. Radda so many hopes up. I really actually do want to do this. I love you and can't wait.

I love you Hannah:( I'm really tired. And I hope you do sleep over my house. My heart misses you and is sorry. And I'm very cold with out your warmth.

She shed just as much tears as you. Everything was not all perfect. She cried about her weight and cried about her family. She wasnt the glue that held them together. I think where ever you are hearing this they don't know the whole story

hey boo. yesterday I made you feel like crap and I'm sorry. I want you to know that even though it doesn't feel like it I still really think you are pretty and beautiful. I wish you would see it in yourself that you are. I love you a lot Hannah and i will never leave your side. You are the person I want to spend the rest of my life with and die with. I do want to hold your hand in public and kiss you all the time with everyone looking. I want everyone to know that we love each other and our life's together mean something more. I love you Hannah and I will make more of an effort to show it to you and everyone else. I love you to much to let you go. You are smart, pretty, confident, and you know what you want in your life. I love that about you and its what your choices are that make me want to love you even more. where ever we go in life i just hope we are still madly in love.

Hey boo. That was a good lunch today. I love our ramen days. Sadly today for us will only be about 2 hours but we can still watch a movie. I think they are soon anyway. I really miss you and think you are really cute and beautiful and smart. I love everything about you Hannah:)

I will love you and only you forever Hannah. My only love in this world.

I hope you have a good day at work today. I keep think about us being together in our own house. I hope we don't get bored with eachother or anything. I think we will be too busy with homework and money to even think about being bored. But yeah I hope nothing major happens before you're eighteen. The future is so susceptible to change with your mom in the picture. Like you've moved twice in under a year. Who knows if something will happen here. I think my biggest fear is your mom forcing you far away before your eighteen. I hope not.... I love you a lot and I want us to work because I really love who you are.

Hey boo. I miss you. I had a lot of fun at the zoo yesterday. I liked the idea of proposing to you at the zoo. I think I would do something special like get them to bring us in one of the exhibits and play with animals. I wish they had sloths to play with :3 well anyways I really want to Marry you still and I don't really have much plans other than that after college or during college. I really hope you never leave. Iim not the perfect guy and yet you still love me. Soon we will both be a very happy married old couple with grandchildren and we can play bingo and stuff together. I hope that you stay through the toughest of times and never fall out of love with me boo. Forever okay? Also happy friday! Woooooo! No more school and it's sunny

Hey boo I hope you look at today and forget all of the bad things that happened And take in all of the good things. I'm sorry I didn't do you laundry on time. I wasn't even thinking about it and I didn't even know my mom was going to be doing laundry. But that's all in the past now. I want this to be another bonding moment. The more we fight, the more we bond in the end after the fight. I was about to cry because I felt like I was Being attacked or whatever. I really like sitting out side with you. You may not know it but I love to hang out outside in the sun and just talk to you. Houses get boring you know? I want to be outside with you more often. Maybe we could go in the backyard:3 well I love you and I hope you enjoy no more chewed up stuff. I really hope no one trips on the bottom part of the gate. Maybe that will be my next project. I love you Hannah. Bye bye :)

you got your phone back! well not your phone, but you have one to text me and call me now :3 I miss you you so much Hannah, I want it to be seven already so we can love each other. This will be my 97th blog, so close to 100 blogs <3 I hope today ends just as great as when i got off work today. I hope you don't have to work on Easter. I really want you to come with me and eat delicious food together.

I haven't blogged in awhile... I miss you Hannah. I hope you get your phone back soon. I really miss texting you in the morning and durning work and late at night. I hope you are having a good day at school an I hope you don't get spanked for being late :3 I really want the school year to be over so we can Hang out more and cuddle. I really don't want to work today :( I have to close and it's going to be super busy. Also not ready to roll on Sunday... Ugh. Oh well :/ am excited for the animal attractions aquarium on saturday though. I hope it's fun, you know this aquarium is like focused on fish having sex... Lol well I love you forever Hannah.

Hey boo i think you look really good with your hair straightened. Thank you for the note today. I really like to read your notes. I hope we do go to animal attraction this weekend, it sounds really fun and I really want to do it with you. I miss your long hair and I hope when you get it cut you don't cut it to short :) just a trim right? I kind of miss your pixie cut too though in a way. I'm going to try my best to not feed you fast food and stuff. We should make a list of healthy places we can eat. And healthy foods and stuff like that. I hope you are really happy with me. I try my best to make sure your happy. Well I'm going to text your mom now about the animal attraction thing

so i have posted 94 blogs for you. this will be number 95 :)
I miss you, i hope you get your phone back today because i'm really bored and there's no one here to talk to.
when i pick you up we should go and get some food. I'll probably be hungry at 12. well yeah, im really bored and my dog wouldn't stop barking so I put her in my room for now. I really just want to talk to you and hug you and stuff. we should head to the mall today or something. like mall, then get your phone, then eat, then brainstorm on getting you to be a legal adult and stuff. I just really miss you hannah.... maybe i should shower... or head shower since its cold.

Hey boo your getting a shot right now and I feel like you'll most likely like to see a blog. I hope you know that no matter what happens I will always stick with you. No matter the distance we will never grow apart. I know we can handle anything in our life's together. I miss you and I'm excited to go to Ike's with you today. It sounds like a big exotic place. Maybe we will find a Chinese couple in our bathroom haha. Well I hope your not to messed up from the shot you get today. Hopefully you can make it around Ikea today with out getting tired. I also am wondering what your mom is going to talk to you about. Or yell to you about. Also also we should go get your iphone

Hannah,
I miss you a lot and I think you'll be glad to have a blog waiting for you when you get home. I love you Hannah and I always will. I promise that I will never Stop loving you or want to be away from you. I want my life to be happy with you Hannah. I see hope in our relationship. I see a future that is ready for us to plan. I hope you know deep down that I will be here forever. I hope you feel the same way towards me. I have set my self on being with you. Please let me know that you are serious and that you want to love me.. I just like to here that you'll stay. It makes me happy to know that you are just as determined to love me as much as I am. I love you Hannahfer.

I fit a lot better in your arms Hannah. I want you to know that I truly do love you more than I ever loved anyone in my entire life. I want us to be together and I want her out. I want us to last, I want us to spend our life's together because I trust you in my arms. I trust you with my future just as much as you trust me. I'm happier with you and look forward to living with you everyday.

Hey boo sadly you can't read this right now but thank you for the happy blog. I just realized yesterday that our time together ha decreased a lot :( I really miss you and we are losing a lot of time together. Let's try out hardest to fit a lot of fun stuff and cuddling while we have our limited time together. I'm most likely going to get more hours soon which means even less time but this means we can earn a lot more college money right? There is an upside to this downside. Maybe we can save enough for a emergency fund or something. I feel like if we don't save any money your mom might not let you go. I know that your Fafsa money is there and everything but your mom is very unpredictable.. Let's try and save enough for a deposit and like first few months rent. I was also thinking we could apply at a bunch of places in Humboldt and hopefully get a job quicker. Well sorry if this made you worry or anything. But you shouldn't we just have to be smart and be efficient to gain what we want. I know it won't be to hard.

Hey boo. you are probably having the worst day today at work. I wish you had your phone with you so we could text and so we didn't have to be out of contact for four hours. I'm sorry I didn't wake up this morning. I wish you would believe me that I didn't want to sleep in. I did want to wake up at five and be able to hang out with you as hard as it is to believe. I do care about our relationship and want you to know that I will try harder to follow through with what I say I'm going to do. I miss you a lot and I want you to be in my life for a long time. I really want to text you and talk to you. I miss you a lot and I agree that work does cut into a lot of our time together. I miss you Hannah :(

Hey you. I can't text you at all:( its like your at work again. I hope you are able to fix your phone for cheap. It's pretty essential for you to have one. I really miss our alone snuggle in bed time. Work is really sucking up a lot of our time. Like today we have maybe 2 hours to hang out excluding the haircut. Im excited for my birthday though. I hope we both have fun ice skating and I really want to go to coit tower if it isn't raining. If it is raining we should just go ice skating than go to the great mall and go look around and eat yummy mall food. Okay boo I'll see you in three hours :( forever no matter what I'll be the only one you love and cherish right?

I hope you had as much fun as I did this weekend. :) I'm really sore and my finger and tie hurts and I feel like doing things but my body hurts to much. :( but anyways, I'm glad that instead of breaking up with me, you came with me on vacation. I really miss our alone time. I wish we could have this day to ourselves and we might have a lot of it with just me and you. But I just want a whole day alone with you. I love you lots Hannah and I want us to stay together forever. I hope our house
Is made of wood. I want a really small wooden humble abode. Where we can cook meals and have a fireplace. Well I miss making love to you and hope my body feels less sore soon. I guesssss I'll clean up that section of the room now >.>

Hey you. I really love you, I hope you know my love for you is unlike and feeling I've ever felt before. I feel like no matter what happens between us it will only make us grow stronger. Today at work I was thinking about how awesome it would be to work with you and stad next to you all day and make pizzas and talk all day at work. Maybe some day it will come true. I hope you get lots of sign spinning time so we can talk on the phone. Or maybe ill hide in the bushes and talk to you :3 well anyways it's pretty late and I have to get you to school tomorrow. I'm shooting for like 30+ kisses in the morning from you. I miss you boo. Friday is going to be a little rough since work will keep us away. But hey! Camping this weekend! I promise you It will be nothing but extreme happiness 24/7. Just me an you :)

Hey you. My boo. I miss cuddling with you naked for hours on end:) we need to do it more often. I sorry I was so tired all day, it was a pretty relaxing day for me though. I had lots of fun. I'm glad you don't feel sad and worried anymore. I hope you know that i will always be here no matter what happens. I will never leave your side because I love you Hannah and you're everything I want and more. Thank you for making me popcorn and for the lovely note in my calendar. I liked watching movies with you too. I like it when we are all snuggled up watching a movie. We just need a blanket... And our own house:)

Hey my love I'm pooping right now in the boat house. I think you do become emotionless when your sick or tired. I think we all do. I hope tomorrow you feel less sick and get lots of sleep so we can have fun at the wildlife refuge. I'm really sore from ice skating. We should most definitely stretch before we ice skate. Maybe do some yoga stretches. I like the boathouse. I wish we got Paid to just be caretakers of it and live in it. We could put a lot of work into it. And make one bunk room our own personal room. I would buy a boat too. And sail around with you. I think it would be really fun living all the way out here by ourselves. No one to bother us and we are protected by a bunch of rangers. I think it sounds awesome. I want you to know I will always love you no matter how much you feel like tofu. Becuase I value you too much to ever let you go. I don't want anyone else to have you, I'm very selfish when it comes to you. I want you all to myself, forever and ever and ever.

Hey your doing homework and I'm really tired. Like I might just fall asleep. Unmmmmmmmmmmmmmm yeahhhhh :3 I had a good day today. I hope you did too. I wish you could just sleep over tonight :( I really want you too. And I really am glad you can go to the snow with me. I'm going to force you on to the mountain so we can intertube down it :) it will über fun, and then we can hang out together alone in the snow. And build snow stuff . I can't wait boo

Hey you, my boo, my love, and my future wife. I miss you. Hopefully maybe this would be the last day I roll. Than I won't be as tired as i get sometimes. And I can pick you up from school on time. I'm hoping though that it won't create problems with your job.. I'm looking forward to this weekend with you. I want to snuggle with you lots :)

Hey boo, I miss us making love. I hope Tuesday comes around faster. I've had a lot of fun these past few days too. I missed going to Santa Cruz with you and doing lots of stuff. It sucks that my cd player doesn't work though. I wish we could have those CDs for penngrove trips and stuff. I'm going to miss you while your at work today. I hope you don't have to do anything hard today like last time. Hopefully today is a easy training day for you. Well anyways I miss you lots and I want to watch a movie with you after your done with work and not run a bunch of errands. No bueno. Well I love you Hannah and I want you to sit back in my lap again. :3

Hey boo I miss you a lot. The weather is super nice out and we are both stuck inside :( I wish we could have gone to Santa Cruz today and had fun and went shopping everywhere. I haven't really done anything productive all day, except clean clothes, water the plants, and clean my room. Also write you this blog. I think you are right. I don't kiss you and hug you as much as I should. I miss cuddling with you and hold you and kissing you everywhere. I hope you come back soon so we can do that a lot. If you can come over we could watch letters to Juliet and drink Tampico. I can't wait to live with you Hannah and go to school with you. Things I need to do soon or soonish. Fafsa, check transmission oil, get school supplies, and pack for moving.

Hey boo I really miss you. Today is your clinic thing and I hope you are alright. If anything is wrong I'm going to be really worried. I'll try to get out of here at 1:30 around. I'm glad you got a job. Now we both can add to the nest. And since most of the nest was invested into a car. I see the car as the symbol of our nest. It's our carrier into our future. I think I will keep my car the way it is. And keep it in really good condition so our kids can drive it. Well I hope you blog today Hannah. I love you so much, I really like to imagine all our staff jumbled and put together to make our own apartment. Not many teens get apartments at our age so I feel lucky with you

I hope you guys move soon. I feel like it might get in the way of us and yoga an fun stuff. Also when you start writing I think you'll have a lot more freedom now. Now you have a higher power In your life then your mom. You see how it changes your lifestyle soon. It's pretty cool. Also remember to take off point Reyes days and my birthday! I can't wait to go to Santa Cruz with you still. Maybe after your appntment?: D

I wish I had some flowers to give you. I think flowers make people happy. They show that some one cares enough about another to want to bring them something beautiful. something people rarely notice is the true beauty of a flower. I wish we could move soon, I really hope you continue to always want a garden where we live. I think Buddha would have a happier time if he got to meditate out in a patch of roses and tulips and that moss you really liked. Well I'm here if you want to talk to me. I don't know if I should give you your space or continue trying to talk to you. So I'm writing this blog because I thought it might help

Hey my love. I'm taking my morning poop like usual. So far this morning has been really good. Like the dough rolling table was super clean and the there was a perfect amount of scrap dough from yesterday. I got a yummy java chip :3. And the extra larges I just rolled cam out perfect. And no I'm pooping an the juke box just started playing randomly like it does sometimes, so now I have music while I poop. I though I saw a ghost or shady see-through figure walk into the kitchen for a split second when I came in here. It was kind of creepy but cool. I seriously think we have a Roundtable ghost. Haha. Well anyways I also have this feeling that something is bad is going to happen. Like its to good and there's going to be a bad counter part to it. I hope it dosen't happen.
But anyways I hope your doing good in school. I hope nothing annoys you today, I'm glad Grier lets you hang out in his class room. I wish I was a senior so I could hang out with you. I miss you a lot and after your all done moving or before or whenever we get the chance, I want to go to our niles drive and drive through there with the top down. We also need to visit Santa cruz again soon. And San Francisco , but I'm more excited to go to santa Cruz. Well you just texted me saying you don't feel pretty, but I know for a fact you are one of the prettiest girls on that campus. You have the looks and brains of a Greek goddess sent from heaven and rolled in sugar and roses. I love you Hannah. And you will always be mine. I will never let anyone or any past get in between us.

Hey boo I'm sitting here trying my hardest to focus on your test but it's sooo boring I'm like half way done. I think imma take a brake from it:) I had the best valentines day with you. Even though it was just dinner, it felt really special and I really am looking forward to my birthday. I hope you take me out to a fancy dinner. Or anything fun that you think i'd enjoy. I love you hannah and I hope the vow is a really good movie. I think our car has good parking luck. We always get good spots with it :) well I miss you and imma go play around with my car. I hope it's sunny outside. :) I love you boo and hope your having a good day at school

I love you Hannah. Moving all your stuff today seemed sad. So I hope soon all this moving stuff is over and you make a smooth transmission. And I'm really happy you got a job! Doing this means you have all the qualifications now!:)

I had a awesome time at your dads with you. This is the first time we've drove next to eachother and the first time I've drove a car I wanted to drive around up there. Becuase trust me the van Is wayy to bulky to drive. I think it just has to much room. That why I like staying up here. It is small up here but cozy. It's not to small that is cramped and you have not space. But it's not to big that there's huge unused areas. This is how I want our Ouse to be. I want a small four room house with a hopefully mountain like environment that your dads house has. Like instead of walking out to your car instantly. You have to instead walk out the door, into a pathway and drive down a little hill. It's very hidden up here. I like it. O I hope we get an awesome house like this.

I cant sleep boo. I don't want to wake you up so imma blog and just say I love you and miss you and I really will try my hardest to get the car tomorrow. You don't know how bad I want that car. It truly is my dream car no matter how many people will hate on it. Well imma try and sleep I hope you blog before I wake up tomorrow :) I love you hannah

I wish people would leave you alone. I feel like you get picked on way to much. I want you too know that I won't ever break that pinky promise. The image of us holding pinkys that night in my mind meant a lot to me. I never want too let you go. I don't want to be lonely and without you. Not being able to talk to you would be the worse thing in my life. If I could ever go back in time, I hug and never let go if you tried to leave. I don't anymore rough nights. I want us to be happy. I want you to not be picked on. I want to move to arcaro and make better friends who don't use us and genuinely want to be our friends. I'm sorry they are picking on you again boo :( I wish I was there to hug you a lunch. And take simultaneous bath room breaks. I miss you Hannah and I really want to go up Friday. So we can look at the stars and dance in the grass. And walk simba together down to the mail place. And lay next to you even though we will be eatting chilli twice. :) I love you boo. If the world turns its back on you. Turn yours and walk to me.

It hurts me every time I think about what I almost did to my life. I want you to know I regret everything I said durning that talk. I didn't mean it. I really hope this dosen't change you and how you act with me.

I'm sorry. I did overreact on the whole ugg thing. I guess you are right I've never had a pair of boots that I've wanted my whole life. I can't really judge. I would want something that I really loved in perfect condition too. I took at a different stance then I should have. With the whole mazda thing I didn't fully agree with your stance ether but I should have took it that far and start to joke about it. I understand that later on in life we will need a bigger car for our child but right now we are still really young And this car is cheap and is super efficient on gas which will save us a lot of money. I also like it a lot. I like the look of the car and just like you with uggs I really want this kind of car.

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Hey boo I've been thinking about you all morning and I really miss you. I hope today is a good one. You are the most important thing in my life and I want you to stay here. I'm going to get some coffee after work so I'm not so tired. I really enjoyed yoga yesterday. Its really relaxing and a soft environment. I can't wait to go to college with you and wake up to the misty air and giant redwood trees eveywhere. With the occasional smell of pot here and there since we will be close to the college. :p. I'm thinking maybe we should rent an apartment near cr and than move and rent one near Humboldt if our jobs and money allows it. Or not if we really like our apartments. I don't care what we do because I will be with you. I love you hannah.

Hey my love. I'm sorry that last night wasn't as great of a sleep as you expected. It's difficult for me too to keep stitching sleeping alone and then sleep with you. I like the bigger blanket too, I think I wouldn't steal so much of it if we slept with that one and than maybe the ducky one on top of it. It was a pretty good night for me though! Haha. I hope you get to sleep over again tonight. I'll try to tell my unconscious self to not jab you or steal the blankets from you during the night:) I love to sleep with you and I hope my sleeping habits change I wouldn't want to have to sleep in a different bed than you. I'm excited to go to lots of diffrent used car lots today. I hope one of them has a nice Miata or some other car that I would want to drive. And I seems like everyday there's another cool Miata on craigslist. So hopefully I'm aiming for a new car in the new 2 weeks. After all that I'm going to have to save lots of money. And maybe find a second job that's only part time durning the evenings. With your income and my income combined I think we will have no problem moving. I love you boo and I hope you do really good on your interview today!

Hey boo I really like it a lot when you sleep on my chest. I miss us sleeping together and cuddling. I hope you get to sleepover again. Tomorrow I don't have work and you don't have school which means we can sleep in together and love eachother for a whole day.
I love you and miss your legs and the cute way you stand and your your body and how much I love to hug your face and how pretty your eyes and cheeks are. I want you in my life for ever Hannah. I miss you and really want you to come back here soon so we can love each other. Have a good day at school my love. Try not to be stressed about anything. We have our whole lives together

Buy matching IPhones
Play tiny tower and temple ru together
Bring each other lunch at school/work

A quick little list

Things we've done.

Had the best full on sex of my life.
Shower together
Make love in a shower
Make love in water
Sleep together for a whole night
Sleep naked
Blog for each other
Wear toe rings
Cook dinner for us and my family
Fill my wall with notes
Trade blankets
Ride bikes together
Sit in our secret park
Alphabet kisses.
Dance under the stars



And most of, give me a promising
outlook on my future

I'm sorry theres no blog tonight but don't worry boo. Tomorrow at work there will be a happy one waiting for you. I love you do much and always will be with you. Goodnight my love:)

I hope you one day realize how beautiful you really are. So many guys would kill to date you and talk you. You really are a all over beautiful person Hannah. Don't let your self think that you don't have potential. When I look at you, I see a beautiful, strong, and caring woman. You don't even have to wear make up or dress up at all. You are naturally beautiful in so many ways. Everyday I see you I think I'm very lucky to have you in my life. I'm glad to have such a beautiful girlfriend inside and out. Even when we do start to wrinkle and age, I will still think you are the prettiest girl on this planet.

I'm glad you fully trust me again Hannah. I miss you a lot and I feel like this week will be great. What do you want to do today? I hope your mom stays up in sanoma another day or two. It's really cozy and warm sleeping with you. If she does we can have all day together :D. Also which day is the day I can come over at 5? You should pick one:) I think on Sunday I'm going to wake up at 4:30, get two coffees and roll a billion larges and extra larges:). Then hopefully I can leave at maybe 5pm. Haha. :( well yeah anyways I'm going to miss touching your body all over after our showers. And laying semi naked in bed with you. I know we fit together so perfect in my room. I can wait to transfer it to humboldt and combine it with yours. I have to buy lots of boxes:3 and string

I hope you had just as much fun as I did this weekend. Friday was kind of rough for me, with the whole not being able to sleep thing. But when I was at the hospital all I could think of was you. How we went there before and how we were waiting in that room before. I called you that night because I really wanted to talk to you and here your voice that night/morning.
Somehow I found the strength to wake up before noon Friday and get all the goodies for our bath. I really wanted it to be something out of movie. I think I pretty much accomplished that and I really enjoyed the bath with you that night. I missed sleeping naked with you too. That night was a perfect. Saturday was a little bumpy but I every time we talk we only get stronger. I will try my hardest to wake up for you and do more thing for you to keep you around. I know that you would do anything.
In our future, let's invest in a big bath tub:)
I really love you hannah. I can't wait to get another car soon. We are very over due for a trip to Santa Cruz or SF. Don't worry to much about rebuilding our nest. I'm sure we can do it. We ca do anything If we really want it. I love you

Always,
Chris

Hey I hope you had a awesome day today. I was really hoping to walk in on a class full of people and give you the flowers. But aw well haha. It was still something you didn't expect and something I really liked doing, you seemed very happy I brought you flowers. I hope tomorrow Is just as fun as today was. I really do hope you enjoyed it Hannah. I really love you and can't wait to see you tomorrow. After I get off work let's lay in bed and watch that movie than go to your house if I can and play temple run or watchers movies or just cuddle and kiss each other. Or you know we could just do all of the above:) I hope you know that I want to make you happy because I want you to stay. You made my life new and improved ten fold. I will try my best to keep you happy because you make me the happiest man on this planet everyday your here with me.

Hey boo. I don't like it when you sad. I still feel like this is still my fault you lost a lot of your friends and you have to go through all this stupid stuff with Adrienne and her friends. I miss you a lot and I want you to know I'm always here for you no matter what. Please don't feel like you have no one. I'm always here for you and you'll always be here for me. As long as we have eachother we have someone to lean on. I miss you smell and I miss when you lay your head on my. Chest. Soon we will be able to live together and be together no matter what. Please stay strong through all of this. I know its hard but know that in the end we will be happy together. Know that soon we can have our own little life with a house and child and what ever we want to put in it. I love you Hannah and I'm looking forward to our future together.

You saved me when I was sad. You brought me back when I thought I was broken beyond repair. She broke my heart and stringed me along. I was a emotional mess wish for something that wouldn't even make me happy.
You are my angel. You took my heart even though it was cracked, torn, and beaten until I couldn't even love any more. You decided to love me even though you knew a lot of people would hate you for it. You followed your heart. You could have chosen anyone you wanted but you choose me. I will never thank you enough for saving me from what I was becoming. I hated who I was and what I was doing with my life. I had no plans for my future. Until you walked into my life I was falling in to a hole. I'm glad I have you in my life, I'm glad you took me away from what I was becoming.
You are right. In my old relationshit I felt censored and felt scolded a lot for say what was on my mind. I'm doing the same to you and it isn't good. I really want to genuinely stop. I need to stop basing my feeling and the way I act toward you on my old one because that one was not a happy one. I will try very hard to open my heart to you more because I just want us to be happy. I don't want anymore sad moments and I don't want to argue. I want us to discuss together what we miss or want.
I want Adrienne to leave you alone as stop talking about us. I've confronted her already. But just like you hate hate confrontation I hate being mean to people. It's not In my nature. If she pushes it too far than I'll yell and curse and tell her that you don't like it. And. I hope it works. I hope that you confront her too. I want both of us to deal with this.

My love

I'm sorry you've had to go through all this pain Recently. I really wish it could all stop and we both could be happy and live life how we want to. I want to do badly live with you and be with you every minute of my life. I wish we never had problems with my ex and she could stop talking about us and stop loving me. She is hurting both of us. I want to hide under a rock with you and get away from all of the problems. I don't think you should worry about your weight and appearance as much I don't see anything wrong with you. I think you were pretty at the water polo game and I still think the exact same thing. You are beautiful and I wouldnt trade any bit of you for the world. I really miss you and talking about my day to you, and hearing your day. I wish your mom didn't ground you. I think tomorrow I will roll fast so maybe we could hang out after school or during brunch for a little. I hope she forgets about it soon. I hope you understand that I love you and I will never leave your side. I'm sorry I blew up on you and wanted to go home. I don't want to leave you crying or sad and I don't want to ether. I want to move away because I'm serious with college and I really want to live with you because I love to be around you 24/7. I'm not moving because of her. I'm moving because I want to get an education with you and live a happy life with you and have our children be happy with there life. I don't want to censor your life. I love who you are and what you do. Just don't hit me with a water bottle really hard and say you wanted to do it all say and I will be okay and not angry. I love you Hannah and I'll never leave okay?

My love

I wonder how long it will take for you to see this... I miss you Hannah. I miss waking up with you in the morning. And then be next to each other 24/7 and kiss and say sweet things too eachother at midnight. I can't wait to grow old with you and have a child. I hope you get ungrounded soon so we can love each other again. I miss you laugh and tickling you. I'm excited to take a bath you. I really hope you get to sleep over:3

I can't believe you would say that. I take a lot of pain. You hit me all the time. This one was intended to hurt. You even said you wanted to do this all day. All day? I feel like shit hannah. I feel like you treated me like shit. I feel like nothing. I don't even know what to think. I dont know what to feel. I was going to stay up till 12 and be with you even though I worked all day and have work tomorrow at 5. Even before you said that if I slept at your house you'd tell me to leave. I can't believe you hit me that hard and said that. That is the most hurtful thing I've ever felt in long time.

I be here at the bank all bored so anyways. How are you Hannah. Are you happy? I was thinking about how great it would feel to let my parents or your parents hold our kid for the first time. I would be very proud and happy

Hey you the idea of us getting matching tattoos sounds fun. I really want to do that hotel thing for my birthday it's sound like a lot of fun and we can shower together and go to beach a bunch of times. Hopefully your mom let's you go though. But more important is that you should try and borrow a dress soon for massimos. I really want it to be fun and special.

I MISS YOUR BLOGS

Ouch my finger tips hurt. They always hurt when I bite them too much. Anyways I think you're really pretty. I love to look at your face and I love your sort of left set smile :) its really cute I think. And your eyes are always so big and caring. I also can't wait for you to get more unique ear studs. I kind of miss your nose ring too haha It made you look tough. I wish it was summer again. I miss seeing you in t- shirts even though you still will wear sweatshirts in the summer. :( you pull off t-shirts quite well. And there's a reason I haven't washed your jeans yet haha but I'll do it tomorrow. Hopefully. My hands smell like clean laundry... Hm well I really love you Hannah and we should rent more movies together. You pick out really good ones. I also hope my car isn't super badly damaged so we can go to Santa Cruz and sf more soon.

Hey you I really think your cute and miss your blogs. You write really amazing blogs. you look really cute in your butt pants. You have a really defined butt, it's all pretty and not saggy or anything. It sits perfectly on your two thighs and extends so the eye can see but not to far that it surpasses your back bone. Yeah so your butt dude it is awesome okay bye

Mmmm yep I feel it. Really bad when you don't even have the person you love in the same room :/

Hey hannahboo. I miss you lots and i love you. I can't wait for another weekend up at point Reyes with you again. I like how they automatically put us together :3 I really want the boat house and overlook again. It's really fun. I miss your pretty eyes and your warmth at night. I miss hugging you from behind and kissing your neck. I hope tonight it fun. I'm going to be a wall flower with you :)

Hey Hannah. My stomach kind of feels weird. I think I put to much sugar in my. Espresso:( but other than that I hope you felt more loved this morning than yesterday mornings ride to school. I wish I had someone to take me to school with oatmeal and coffee on Fridays :) oh yeah its Friday already! Woohoo! I don't remember if you have to come home early tonight but if you do I hope I can still hang out at your house . Well hurry back my love because I miss you lots.

Hey boo. I hope you feel better soon. I'm sorry you lost your friends. It somewhat was because of me though. I didn't know and neither did you. I'm still sorry that it happened. Well I hope today is fun. I don't care what we do, we can lay around and do nothing as long as we can talk and be happy. You should finish your studying soon so we can snuggle and kiss and be happy.

Hey Hannah:)

Don't worry about what your mom said. I'm sure we will be okay. It is tough to handle a job, house, and school; but we just have to plan it right. If our work is in the morning then we work nights. Or then other way around, or if we work one day and school the other. I'm sure we will be fine and won't have to move back at all. Just keep saving money and we have to call places in Humboldt a month or two in advance to get jobs. I don't think community college will be all that hard for us. It will be tough but we can handle it. I love you so much. And I can't wait to live with you. Soon we can do all things we've ever wanted to do

I miss youuuu. I hope you become a writer. I like the things you write. And I hope one day you write a book about two people in love who grow old and live happy and have it based on us. I still haven't a clue what I'm going to be. So I guess my major is undeclared for now. I have a feeling it will be very hard for you to get a job in the next month. And I also find it hard that your mom will leave Linda's. I hope you don't get kicked out though or get taken away. If you do have to be a foster child I will fight my hardest to be with you and help you. We're in this together. Even if I have to adopt you for four months

i feel depressed. i don't know. I wish you could just live me already. i really miss you a lot and want you and me to live in house together. i hate that your mom is making you spend less time with me now. i want us you just live together and go to college together. i really hope these next 5 months go by really quick or that your mom lets you spend more time here. i love you hannah. i feel down :( I dont know why. I think its because i feel bad that i left all aroused :( well im going to go eat food. i hope you come out there and give me a big hug.

Well since your not Gunna blog until I do here's a blog :) and some how you always find these super quick. I think this past week and weekend andddd Monday was the best. When ever we spend more then five days together it makes me feel like we live together. Which is good because after the five days I'm very happy and you seem pretty happy too. It really is coming down to it. We are about to move in together and go to college. I don't think we will fail and have to come back home. We just have to be smart an know what we can afford. I'm going to start saving a lot of money considering we now need a car. Hopefully we can all find jobs relatively easy. I love you and want to see you today. I miss you a lot boo.

Man today was pretty fun! I don't know what you're talking about with all the bad weather an nothing happens stuff. I had a lot of fun though Hannah. I could have easily just let you go with only Peggy and not have gone up at all but nope I'm glad I get to spend this time with you. Kind of sucks I have no more car though... Guess I'm biking places. Since its winter don't expect my dad to let me take the chevelle a lot. Also I might get never ending crap about oil changes and what not -.- ugh. This en of the year has been bitter sweet so let's make this new year awesome together. Also we shall forever kiss on that hill in the civic center :) no matter what we are doing or where we are, we must kiss there.