So tired in the mornings ugh. But soon I'll be back to sleeping in :3 soooo gooooooddd. And when I stop rolling we can have more sleepovers where I don't have to get up as early, or early at all :3 I love you have fun at school. I'll be done rolling at 2pm kays? Alright well buh byeee

I really hope you get to sleep over tonight boo. I miss you so much and I hate having to leave you I the morning when we do sleep together. I find it funny also that you said that I wouldn't want to sleep next to you because you kick a lot. But all I hear are hear horrible stories of me stealing your blanket and stuff. Well feel free to do whatever you need to do to move me to get comfy again. I'm sorry I dont have bed manners, I would work on them but I don't know how lol. Well I stayed in the car with snowball two times to write you this secretly. Let's see how Long until you see this love you Hannah :)

I really love you hannah. I hope you had a good birthday. I tried to make it a good one. I miss you and want to go docenting again with you. I really like it up there with you and can't wait to be able to do it every night. But for now we an sleep in my bed. Did you know that my dad dosen't like the fact that we sleep together :( my mom doesn't care but apparently my dad does :(. Well I'm really tired Hannah I think imma sleep soon. I miss you and I'll text the moment I wake up. Forever my love

I wish you didn't hang up... :(

Well you are over my house but you're really sad. I'm sorry I don't really know how to make it better. I don't think I can. I tried being next to you and hugging you. But you no longer want my hugs. So yeah. I love you. I really like the dream catcher I made you. Yeah... I really don't like when you leave my house when you're sad. It makes me worry. But I understand sometimes you gotta be alone. So that why I'm writing you this blog. I really hope you get to sleep over tonight. I like sleeping with you here... And well anywhere as long as im with you. I really love you Hannah. Well im going to lay here. But I understand if you want to still sit there. I love you no matter what. Okays I hope I can some how think a way up to make you feel better

Happy birthday boo!

I feel so in love with you. I really don't know how to explain it. I feel like my heart has been reopened by you. I feel like I wont get hurt by you. I'm happy and I feel it more than I ever have. I think before you I closed my heart and shut out my feelings for love so I wouldn't get hurt anymore, but now I feel like my heart is finally ready to love again. I trust you and I love you to the fullest. I know that this love is different, I know that you're different. You're better than anything I've ever had in life I love you so much Hannah..

I had a lot of fun this weekend. I'm really glad I choose to come up and be with you this weekend. I really do love it up there, it's so much different and better then Newark. Makes me want to go to Humboldt even more now. I hope you are as happy as I am right now. I feel like are relationship is at it's strongest point right now. I'm glad we've cut ties with people that hurt us and I'm glad break has come around to keep you away from that school. I love you Hannah more than I have with any person. You are seriously my other half and I want you to be in my life permanently. I also like how we are growing on each other too. We are so similar we are starting to do things that each other would do. We are becoming one and I'm so ready for us to get married. I love you Hannah.

I'm 90% sure you are blogging right now about how a) you are sad again or b) hopefully you understand that I really want to be with you for the rest of my life. Hannah I think we fit together so well because we were hurt by people we thought that loved us just as much as we loved them. But even though we loved them, love isn't a one sided thing. Both people have to be in love. I know that we both love each other. We want someone who is there to make each other happy. Because when we make one another happy we, ourselfs become happy too. Just know that we really do fit so well and I see no problems in our future. I don't care if we are rich or poor or have a family or not. All I want is too know that I have my other half who I can fully trust with everything in my life. I had a totally different image of you put on by other people. But now that I see you with my own eyes, I know you are the most caring and loving person ever. I'm so glad we found each other and our lives would have never been has happy if we never meet. I love you so much.

I really enjoyed today even though in the benignly we were really sad and depressed it ended up being a really great and happy day. I love that our love is so strong. I can't imagine anyone else I would want to be with but you. I feel like once move out together to Humboldt we will be even happier. Living on our own will be great, we can start our grownup lives together. I think that will bring us even closer together. And we can always be at home and with each other at the same time. I hope where we live is really pretty and peaceful. I also wonder how I'm going to do in school if I do go or if I would want to continue on to Humboldt. I really am warming up to the idea. I think I just needed a nice year to relax from 12 years of constant schooling and now I'm ready to finish off the the last four or so years with you. I hope we take the same classes too. It would be really fun and helpful. We would encourage each other a lot too. Well I love you and its time for us to hang out now:) I love you so much Hannah. Thank you for loving me. I can't wait for this weekend to hang out with you and freeze to death:3

I'm really sad right now. I don't really know why. I think I just Miss you a lot. I only love you and want you to be in my life. I really hope we live for a long time. I feel so happy with you Hannah. More then I've ever felt. If I could I would go back and date you earlier. Im not going to talk to her but Im really sad when your sad. Please know that I love you and only you. You are my everything. I'm sorry it's a short blog... I'm still really sad and I miss you and I'm tired. I think I just need to sleep. Goodnight my love

No matter what happens an no matter what anyone says or does, I will always be your one and only. I think personally I'm happier with you then I was with her. You have nothing to worry about. In my mind you are the Aztec queen. My Aztec queen. I did go out with her for three years. But that means nothing if it wasent a happy three years. My time with you has been nothing but happiness. Everyday I'm with you we are always happy and glad to see each other. I just want you to know I'd rather just not talk to her and make her happy. I'd rather leave it alone and wait for her to stop. I love you Hannah and I can't wait to move out with you wether it be a walmart parking lot or a village house in niles. I will be happy as long as I have you to love and to love me back. Forever boo

The day I stop loving you will be the day I need to stop being stupid. You are great and there is no reason I would break up with you. Even if she is the Megan fox, she still has the personality of a temperamental, dependent, and pessimistic person. You are my Ganesh brought goddess. You are beautiful everyday and make my heart soar. I don't want Megan fox. I want Hannah Alayna Rouley(soon to be Hudson). You are the only person I want to share my last name with and be proud of it.
On a different note did you know shiva cut of his sons head, but once he realized Ganesh was his son he reattached his head to the next living thing he saw. A elephant! :D well don't die at school.

Well right now I bet this food would be so good high. But I wanna blog sober for you. So imma do it now before I finish my food. I really do love you Hannah. You are perfect. I'm not saying this just to make you happy I'm saying this to let you know I never want you to change ever. You have zero negative qualities. I can't wait to see you tomorrow and sleep with you at my house. Over night:D my bed is our love station and it's Gunna be so much better than when we sleep at breannas. Please know that you are the only person I think about and want to think about. Please be true to our love. I really want this to last. I mean come on, like half the time we are inside eachothers mind. And we should never let eachother go. Okay bye I love you boo!

Please try to not worry my love. I'm your's forever. I really do trust you and you have my heart in your hands. Please do take good care of it. I promise to with your's:3 no one will ever get between what we have. Don't listen to people who want to hurt you. I can't wait until we move out together and marry each other. I really hope we live happily ever after:)